It’s embarrassing that I left,
Now that I come back,
He is still there,
I cannot see him in the eye,
The shame and guilt prevails me
I left him for so many else,
Others, they came and went by,
He still didn’t let go of me,
I don’t deserve someone like Him,
I apologize, even though I know,
I still can’t let go of all my sins,
He was there, in the rain,
Holding the umbrella while I kept roaming around,
I sought comfort in every corner,
While He kept being the shelter to my sky,
I am so grateful for His presence,
Yet I am so regretful for my absence,
If I were Him, I would have never looked at me.